inwardly.

Fear… It destroys Grace… It restores

let my words be few, Jesus.. I am so in LOVE with you..

you’re love is sufficient for me. who am i? to judge, to complain to hate, to doubt to play the victim to only see me. Who are you? the creator, the beginning the love, the mercy the overflow of grace. you are our father, our maker, yesterday, today, and tomorrow. you are our eternity, our supply, you are enough. -panpan

I have discovered that no matter how hard I try to meet expectations or feel satisfied, there is no way for me to fill that emptiness that continues to follow me. No asian drama, entertainment device, food, clothing, or human would ever fill that missing area in my life. I have tried to conquer many things, my insecurities, my doubts, my faults, my guilt, my sin, and other imperfections. There is no way I can succeed, not without God’s perfect presence in my life. He knows me, all of me. I can always ask for the hears of my friends, family, peers, pastors, and professors, but it is through the personal relationship with God that will grant me the confidence, love, and passion that I need to overcome all of it. Ultimately, He is the one who fully grasps my pain, my worries, my own flaws. There is None like HIM.. ~be renewed pan pan